god . i'm probably afflicted with some kind of mental illness . x.x
i just cant stop thinking about it .
but every time i think it , i just want to hold on to it .
AND SOMEONE JUST HAD TO MAKE MY DAY SO HORRIBLE .
SAVE ME .
what the hell .
did she really have to come up to me and finger the nape of my neck ?
gosh . i can still feel the cold running down my spine .
it's true that you care alot about us because we're close to you ,
but REALLY , DO YOU HAVE TO GO TO
THAT EXTENT ?!
no one wants to know you're lesbian , you know. and one more thing , i'm straight .
gosh . stop targeting me .
if you want , there're loads more lesbians elsewhere .
and stop traumatizing all of us .
it's so .. argh . disgusting .
i'm feeling so creeped out now ):i want to go out at night :/
gosh . i feel like i dont have an outside life . :/
i mean , i only go out in the afternoons with my friends and that's when school is dismissed early .
i wish i'd be able to go out and stay out at night .
but i guess it's all for the best .
maybe they'll give me that freedom soon . (:
monkey ! dont emo okay :D
when it's tough , all you have to do is be tougher !
thanks for the hug xD
haha !
i'll hug you if it feels better , but maybe it wont . x.x
& i wish you were here .
;melissa
p.s. thanks marie ! (:
haha ! she's the one who helped me get the wireless profile back xD
